Today is the 7th day of 2011.
Thank you Universe! I was able to survive the first week of the year! Yey for me!
I promised myself that this will be a different year. And I think I'm traveling the road that would lead me to that.
I could not think of the perfect words to describe or summarize my 2010 other than it has been
LIFE CHANGING!
I never thought that it will be the turning point of my life.
People go through with it right? Some early on in life and some they have yet to experience.
I consider myself the "lucky ones", for LIFE made me experience it NOW.
In the past year, I was so caught up with all the negative energies surrounding me. All I'm thinking of is ME, MYSELF and I (Ego incessantly talking) Who would not love that right? I did, for about 24 years of my existence. I have lived a life governed by the EGO. I was not ready to admit that I'm experiencing hurt, pain and misery and believe it or not even happiness, because I was afraid to LET GO of my EGO! Oh it was not an easy road to travel, and up to now, I still have it in me. I can put it in silence sometimes, but most times I let it talk. But the only difference now, is MY AWARENESS OF IT..Once we bring it to our consciousness it disappears or dissolves and the reality of who you really are emerge.As long as we know that it's the EGO talking we can separate the real from the illusion.
It takes great effort to be enlightened , I can never be Buddha, Lao Tzu or all those other "awakened ones". But we can learn so much from them! And before you become AWAKENED you have to be AWARE first.
Right now I can say that every decision, attitudes, thoughts, actions,emotions, reactions, words I say... I will be fully aware!
Awareness is the key to Change.
