The Feeling.........

Its a funny feeling
This thing I'm feeling?
it makes me laugh,
it makes me sad,
takes me up,
tears me down,
Crazy as it may seem
Just let you wander in a dream
I keep on running in circles
If I think too much of it, creates more wrinkles
there are times I want to stop
freeze and never look back
Hold on to it?
Or just let go?
No one really knows
When it hits, it'll blow
Beginning to end
Finish to start
Why is there always a broken part?

But then they say it's not a feeling
Should I believe them?
Or should I trust my feeling?
SO I ask you,
Do you know what I'am feeling???

Bakit ba kailangan pigilan pa?
Itaas ang iyong kamay
sumuko na!
Ako'y handa na, ikaw hindi pa ba?

Kita na sa iyong mga mata
Gusto mo na
Ngunit anong hinihintay pa?

Ayokong magtiwala sa nararamdaman ko
Baka ako'y mali, bigla na lang masawi
SAna'y may madinig mula sayo
Isang salita lang ang hiling ko.

on new year's day 2010

To know that you are loved, is the greatest feeling in the world!
To be loved and cared for by that special person, nothing compares...
But it also hurts when you can't return the favor.
It hurts more when you know that he is hurting because of you....

Di mo lang alam
Ikaw ay laging tinititigan
Sana minsan ako din ay pagmasdan

Aking hiling sana'y iyo'y dinggin
Hindi kita pinipilit
Gusto ko lang na sana'y
mapaalam
Kung sakali pareho tayo ng nararamdaman

Handa akong ibigay muli
Pusong minsan naging sawi
Sapalaran, Suntok sa Buwan
Hindi masama ang magbakasakali
SA mga pinakikita mo
lalong umaasa,
ngunit ayokong tumigil ka
Dahil dyan ako ay iyong
napapasaya, SAna lang
ito'y alam mo

paper

everything I want to say
I write on paper
everything I want you to know
I write on paper

i could only utter some
I'm left speechless
everytime
like a teenager
you make me sigh everytime